Originally posted on Tumblr, then taken down because I looked like an attention whore

I just read something really sweet my ex wrote for me about a year ago. I was meant to open a different Word document, and since I’m stupid, I couldn’t help myself from reading the old message. It reminded me of how much I miss having someone to love. To cuddle, hug, and kiss, to compliment, and laugh with. Someone to look forward to seeing every day, and text before I fall asleep at night, and when I get up in the morning. I miss having someone who loves and appreciates me, and thinks I’m the greatest person there is. I really miss being someone’s number one. Right now, I’m so very alone in the world. It can be so hard to just go on and face the day when everything, every day, seems so hopless, wasted and empty. I don’t necessarily need a man in my life, I just need someone who can love me and make me feel a bit less shit.